First, I deeply apologize for this being my third journal in this month it will be erased, I just want to kill some time and inform you, share my nervousness with you 'cause I'm being mean lately

First of all, my life is slowly turning into one huge mess... honestly... some people should really keep their mouth shout about some stuff... people keep telling me the weirdest stuff in the worst time ever... my sister blurted my darkest side to my mom... she did it pretty rude my dad can't stop fighting with me because he always has to be right and the most smartest one, oh, just kill me

And I'm starting to feel pretty weird lately... sometimes I feel like I could hug the whole world and dance until morning comes in the same time I want something and I don't want it... and I'm being extremely jelaous - not saying anything more

Petra, I'm sending you one big hug. Hope you're feeling the same restlessness as I do hope we'll pass today, I've been praying for us

I've read "Dreamcatcher" by Stephen King - such an amazing book even though I almost gave up in the start some vulgar scenes and descriptions are really unnecessary... but my fav chara survived... for now... there's a continue in second book...

Oh and I've just read one manga which you might like, Kitty

Well, gotta go now. It's half past three a.m. but I'm going to learn Art since I can't sleep. Take care everyone write to me... I might be gone tonight for three days