~Raikea

The thing I’ve learned on the hardest way is that people online are not your friends – they are online friends. Usually they don’t care about life you live offline and they certainly don’t want you to bug them with your problems with real friends, school, boyfriends etc. Definitely don’t think that they will be there for you all the time. Your friendship might last for few years if you’re lucky but that doesn’t happen very often because they don’t think that they have any connection with you and they think that you have the same opinion. Don’t try to get too connected with them because they will find some other online friend who is better than you in some point. And just when you think that you know them, they will stab you in the back without feeling sorry because they don’t have the feeling they’ve hurt you. Don’t get too connected and don’t get too emotional about them...

Go offline, spend time with your family and real friends. You can’t be happy living online because one day you’ll find out that you’re all alone with tons of unknown online people that don’t even know you no matter how hard you try. And the worst thing is when the unknown person hurts you, when it offends you even though it doesn’t even know you.

And that is what I’ve experienced and that’s why I’m going to spend more time offline. I’m a very emotional person and I hate it because when someone hurts me it doesn’t go away so easily... I’ve been through lots of things in my life and I don’t want to get hurt anymore from people who don’t know me... sorry... few nights ago I woke up in the middle of the night and started crying because of the pain from the past... I still will be coming here to spend some time with you but not like before. I will be answering comments/notes/faves and I will be commenting on works I like.

P.S. Thank you moggies, Angellfriendica and teramaster for your concern.

Take care everyone
Love you all
Raikea